this spine tearing bit,

this… strange conception bit

here.

a dreamworld where nothing seems to quite fit

and the colors are constantly swirling.

where did the ground go?

this feeling

clouding at the bottom

choking at the top

this confusion - 

who is to say whether this feeling is good or bad?
permanent or temporary?

so shallow breath

and then breathe in deep [but don’t inhale}

(what’s that? the sound of a whale.)